August 24, 2009
Forgive Me !
So the dinner did NOT go like I planned. I've had so much self control these past couple days but this killled it. I can't even make this that long cuz I have to go to bed like now because I have a lot of running to do in the morning... wow I can't believe how much I had. I just couldn't stop. I totally let myself down. I was so upset afterwards because I could just feel the fucking ball of food in my stomach I even considered a dear visit to Mia. I really tried but I couldn't get anything out. What the hellll ! I swear I'm fasting of two days for this then I'll try again. I'm so serious... FAT is not acceptable. Anyways I'm not giving my food log for today because the food flew into my mouth so fast I honestly don't even know to be honest. Stay strong !! (haha i know im not one to talk)