Might As Well Get Skinny Now Because Summers Coming Faster Than You Think ! [Bikinisss]

Alright so the fast didnt go as planned but i didnt lose control which is good. But I forgot how hard it was to get back into my eating pattern :/ why the hell does food have to taste so damn gooood. Its like it tastes better when I try to stay away from it. When its forbidden. But I am doing better. Each day is getting more easy. Hopefully (sooner than later) I'd be to the point where I can refuse anything for a whole and not end up binging the next. My record for ABC is day 6 ! Ugh and I remember how I screwed it up too. I was soo weak when I woke up I could barely walk or hold my morning cup of coffee. I was so scared I wasnt even thinking when I shoved as many calories as I could find into my mouth to make the dizziness go away. But I was honestly being a baby. It wasnt even that bad. Next time I'll just have to push through it. For some reason youtube thinspo is all it takes to get me back in the zone. It sucks though when I'm already in the kitchen on the edge about to binge when my laptop is ALL THE WAY upstairs and I cant reach it in timeeee :( haha but ill work on that.

New Plan: So instead of starting ABC today like I thought I would here then new idea. I'm obviously not ready yet so im gonna take a couple more days staying between 500-999 calories. Not 1000 ever! Quadruple digits just sounds fat to me.... so yeah im gonna stay around that range for a few more days then starting at the stroke of midnight January 1st (actually before then because I wanna try a saltwater flush? just to be clean and pure). Then I'm going vegetarian (for health purposes not because I'm wounded by the idea of animal slaughtering although I don't like it but thats a whole different story/issue loll. so don't bash me) I happen to know that cutting down or cutting out meat from your diet significantly reduces your fat intake. And then I'm gonna focus on meatless negative calorie foods....

Negative Calorie Vegetables
Asparagus Beet Root Broccoli Cabbage Carrot Cauliflower Celery	Chicory Hot Chili Cucumber Garden cress Garlic Green Beans	Lettuce Onion Radish Spinach Turnip Zucchini
Negative Calorie Fruits
Apple Blueberries Cantaloupe Cranberry Grapefruit	Honeydew Lemon/Lime Mango Orange Papaya Peach	Pineapple Raspberry Strawberry Tomato Tangerine Turnip Watermelon

Here's the website.. nothing special. Thought I'd give credit...


but yeah so those ^ foods and spicey foods are gonna be my lifeee. Uhmm thats it I don't really remember nor care about what I ate today so I'll post a legit food long tomorrrrow (: and it'll be great. Also, as I start to lose I'll start posting pictures frequently ! So excited to get skinnnny (:

And I almost forgot..


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PS. I read something about wearing a beaded red bracelet in public to show your Ana/Mia/EDNOS support and possibly find others who share the same idea. Has anyone heard of it of actually do it?? Let me know please <3