Anyways the only reason I had chocolate yesterday (not like an excuse will change anything but...) was because I was hanging out with a guy I've always thought was reaaallly cutee yesterday and we went to the store and he asked me to get whatever I wanted (he's the younger brother of a family friend of ours and he was over at my house all afternoon and evening while my dad and his gf were at work but anyways) I knew that was my death sentence. I just CRAVED chocolate so without thinking I got it not sure if I was actually going to eat it or not. Well what could I do? He fed it to me with his cute little face. It melted me. [ahh im so weakk]. Anyways also that night we ended up making out haha so it wasnt that horrible of a night (: but thats more thinspiration to get skinny. I didn't even know he was attracted to me. But I must be little and cute for him to look at! LOL but yeah thats all for now. I'll prob post again later but I'm about to leave to go somewhere so thats all for now. I'm STAYING STRONG today. lol even though I'm not even hungry.
Today food log (so far) :
-fresca.... 0 cals
-12 wheat thins.... 100 cals
total : 100 cals ---- left: 200 cals
awe well i think chocolate was definitly ok since you got to make out with him lol. boys are bad influences
ReplyDeleteOmg! I totally would not have been able to resist chocolate fed to me by a cutie either. i don't think ANYONE could! But good idea with taking it off today's allowance. Good luck, sweetie!
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